ten years and you're back again   but i don't want to go back to this    these kids were not my friends    high school memories just like a kiss    forget how they laughed    forget how i cried    forget everything    forget how i lied to myself    just like a kiss    and i can't forget how it was    just like a kiss    and i can't forget my discomfort    i'll never forget hiding behind this smile    i never intended to let them see me while i was afraid    always hiding behind something    that something's changing all the time    it seems i'm crying about nothing    or maybe it's something i kept inside of myself