I lost my innocence today   I could feel her in my bones   My bones, my bones, my bones   My blood, my blood, my blood, my blood      And I woke up, tired, scared and sad   Soaked, drained, I felt so bad   Today, today, today   What you still, you still, you still, you still   Won't you say, you say, you say, you say   What you feel, you feel, you feel, you feel   Which is nothing but hollow feelings, yeah   I can, done, I just don't care      And forget happiness, I'm fine   I'll forget everything in time   I swear I didn't know,   You know me, how I can't let go   And we're not guts, we're just hacks   All that life (?) the cracks   The scars, the scene that breaks   The ugly teens, the worst mistakes   And everywhere I see her face   Such a beautiful child, such an awful waste   And there's no innocence like hers   Just emptiness and nerves      And this light from the window of my car   She'll never see it, oh my God   I was so surprised, it blew up in my face   Lord, I lost my nerve, oh my God   Oh my God, oh my... God      And I tear, I tear, so hard   And I tear, I tear, so hard   And I beg and scream, "I was wrong"   It's over, she's gone