Trembling, tried and terrified   Spell cast with open eyes   To greet and feed me   With a smile you mean and a poison you surely don't   Rushing like rats through my wretched veins,   Ever faster, promise racing   To bring some foul salvation   To my weakening carnal cage.      Skinned by a sulphurous jealousy,   Spit into wounds that would burn, had I known.      Burns of misplaced ill affection,   Such a sweet addiction   Disintegrating grace   Eating through my weakening carnal cage      If I could pinpoint a place where I can still feel you,   Would you cut it out of me?   Would you please just cut it out of me?      Deny me, get it over with   Do us all a favor, see if I care   Misplace me and I'll grow a shadow   In someone else's life, for all I care      I fall back in line,   Pushed, pulled,   And await my time