Only two more days, until your birthday   Yesterday was mine   You'll be turning five   I know what it's like, growing up without your father in your life   So I pretend, I'm doing all I can   And I hope someday you'll find it in your heart      To understand   Why I'm not around   And forgive me for not being in your life      I remember waiting   For you to come   Remember waiting   For you to call   Remember waiting there to find nothing at all   I remember waiting   For you to come   Remember waiting   For you to call   Waiting there to find nothing at all      maybe someday   you really get to know me   not just the letters read to you   I pray I get the chance   To make it up to you   We got a lot of catching up to do      So I pretend, I'm doing all I can   And hope someday you'll find it in your heart      To understand   Why I'm not around   And forgive me for not being in your life      I remember waiting   For you to come   Remember waiting   For you to call   Remember waiting there to find nothing at all   I remember waiting   For you to come   Remember waiting   For you to call   Waiting there to find nothing at all      Forgive me!   I'm so sorry!   I will make it up to you....