everybody follow me   cause i make   good first impressions      i learned a little sleight of hand   now i am   faster than ever      I've got a knife and a few ideas   don't make me   learn my lesson      I'm at the border, Annabel, it's over   I've no room   for anymore questions      how can i go on when she thinks   that i am a surgeon who keeps   saving lives?   when all I've ever done is put her   on a clean, cold, metal table and   watch her die   damn right i feel badly   but i can't change      I've never been too good with words though   my whole life   i feel I've been begging      with a lit cigarette held high like   a candle   towards the heavens      asking God like some distant idea   for a break   or better yet a miracle      so Annabel will you follow me   cause tonight   I expect a spectacle      how can I go on when she thinks   that I am surgeon who keeps   saving lives?   when all I've ever done is put her   on a clear, cold, metal table and   watch her die   damn right I feel badly   but I can't change      there is no drive long enough to forget   your delicate skin or my regrets   there is no drive long enough to forget   your delicate skin or my regrets      how can I go on when she thinks   that I am surgeon who keeps   saving lives   when all I've ever done is put her   on a clear, cold, metal table and   watch her die   damn right I feel badly   but I can't change   just cause our bodies are our shells   doesn't mean you won't feel pain