to hide the memories conflicting me   is all i can take   you try insulting me dishonestly   while you smile in my face   you're avoiding the truth   you're always avoiding the truth   you're only running from you   you're running from you      can't replace whats been taken away   denying is all you do...   can't escape the mistakes that you make   when pointing to blame points at you      decide you're killing me efficiently   i'm dying inside   confined by apathy and agony   a slave to your mind   you're distorting the truth   you're always distorting the truth   can you keep hiding from you   keep hiding from you      can't replace whats been taken away   denying is all you do...   can't escape the mistakes that you make   when pointing to blame points at you      pointing the blame at you...   at you      you need to subdue your urge to overconsume   i thought you would figure out   a way to help remove the doubt   or anything to help undo   the shackles that bind me to you      i am forced to pretend   and you can never defend   i am the one you choose   to force your will and force abuse      can't replace whats been taken away   denying is all you do...   can't escape the mistakes that you make   when pointing to blame points at you