FIGURED IT OUT NOW IT'S TOO LATE KILLING MY MIND WITH YOUR FALSE HOPE WORDS FILLING THE VOID BY TAPPING THE VEIN PRETENDING TO DIE JUST TO SHIELD THE PAIN   THERE'S A SIDE OF MYSELF I DON'T EVER WANT TO SEE THERE'S A PLACE IN MY MIND I DON'T EVER WANT TO BE I'M CLOSING MY EYES I DON'T EVER WANT TO FEEL BUT IT'S THE PRICE I PAY (CHORUS) WHY DO I FEEL THIS WAY? WHY DO I? I BIDE MY TIME AND WISH IT ALL AWAY   FREAKING ME OUT I'M FALLING BEHIND KILLING MY MIND WITH YOUR FALSE HOPE WORDS IT'S TEARING AWAY I'M IGNORING THE SIGNS SHIFTING ME BACK INTO FULL REVERSE BUT IT'S THE PRICE I PAY   THERE'S A SIDE OF MYSELF I DON'T EVER WANT TO SEE THERE'S A PLACE IN MY MIND I DON'T EVER WANT TO BE I'M CLOSING MY EYES I DON'T EVER WANT TO FEEL BUT IT'S THE PRICE I PAY WHY DO I FEEL THIS WAY? WHY DO I? I BIDE MY TIME AND WISH IT ALL AWAY YOU KNOW YOU NEVER WERE A PART OF ME…… No..