We lost a couple years like a Christmas box   crushed under the weight of standing still      I'm serious there's no way you could be forgot   the birds remember how to come home      Your laughter from the basement now is fading out   the earthquake like a giant passing truck      If I lose everything then I lose you   but I'll lose all the really bad things too   I don't feel so alive tonight   the lightest things feel very heavy      And you want to find a hedgehog friend   you're talking like a girl again   takes a lot to make you feel tempted      It takes a lot of quills (I will I will)    It takes a lot to make you cry (I will I will)   Like a ghost without a throat    held still until   He won't feel so killed      You get stuck   move if you can   Bread in your hand   hungry looks can hardly stand      I guess I   feel a bit lost without you   A mitten thumb stuck   in your belt hook      Oh, believe me   I will have no more of thee   I'm gonna drive you far away from me      I'm gonna fly right through the walls (Don't be scared at all)   I'm gonna float above your bed (I will I will)   I'm gonna kiss you on your head (But you won't know)      You'll just feel   a little wind instead      In your dream I'm noticing the way she sits   But tonight I'm letting you drive      If you want to touch me just a little bit   you better use your smallest left hand      I'm shaking like a candlelight   Blow me out alright already      I get gone on whiskey and cocaine   cough syrup and codeine    Watch me move like nothing you've seen      Brush your hand    across where you felt me   Do I pass the feather test?      Is there any hope for me?   Oh, believe me   I will have no more of thee   I'm gonna drive you far away from me      It takes a lot of faith    to know    to know   if the caught will stay (I will I will)   ??      Takes a lot of God's will (I will I will)   It takes a lot of quills (until you know)      Like a hedgehog by his will      I lost a couple years like a Christmas box   When you were sober you   felt better somehow