I haven't talked to you   In a while I feel so alone   Again I think around the town   Your laughter is the best ride   I'm fending on my own   Not a loan from anyone   I don't know why   But I just want to die      I just gotta wait to see   What it is like    It is a slight nightmare   Aren't you feeling so mad   You just can't see   You just can't see   How much I need this      Now I can drive down the street   I need a loan just to buy it off   Get help every once in a while   But not enough to give a smile   A few extra dollars is enough for me   I know now where you have to be   I haven't takled to you in a while   I feel so alone      I just gotta wait to see   What it is like    It is a slight nightmare   Aren't you feeling so mad   You just can't see   You just can't see   How much I need this