counting the days go by   one by one   telling the same old lie   that life goes on      it seemed so easy and far away   now it’s upon me and I’m hating today      and I know that I should be happy   a bright new start for everybody   but it’s tearing me apart   and it’s shattering my heart   I understand my work is done   here   but I can’t move on      sorry of all the times   where I went wrong   can’t help but look behind   cuz I can’t be strong      trying hard to hold on because I can’t let go   still afraid to be gone but time won’t slow      and I know that I should be happy   a bright new start for everybody   but it’s tearing me apart   it’s shattering my heart   I understand my time is done   here   but I can’t move on      saying my goodbyes    with a hug and a kiss   trying hard to hide my eyes   from the things I’ll miss      I don’t want to cry but I’m proud of these tears   I’ll try to say goodbye and walk away in cheers      cuz I know that I should be happy   a bright new start for everybody   but it’s tearing me apart   it’s shattering my heart   I understand my life is done   here   but I can’t move on