How about getting off of these antibiotics?   How about stopping eating when I'm filled up?   How about them transparent dangling carrots?   How about that ever elusive kudo?      Thank you India   Thank you terror   Thank you disillusionment   Thank you frailty   Thank you consequence   Thank you, thank you silence      How about me not blaming you for everything?   How about me enjoying the moment for once?   How about how good it feels to finally forgive you?   How about me taking you upon your support?      Thank you India   Thank you terror   Thank you disillusionment   Thank you frailty   Thank you consequence   Thank you, thank you silence      The moment I let go of it was   The moment I got more than I could handle   The moment I jumped off of it was   The moment I touched down      How about loath fasting us how much you love you? (?)   How about taking you up on a back massage?   How about unabashedly bawling your eyes out?   How about grieving it all one at a time?      Thank you India   Thank you providence   Thank you disillusionment   Thank you frailty   Thank you consequence   Thank you, thank you silence      How about no longer being masochistic?   How about remembering your divinity?   How about reflecting each other in all that's planned? (?)   How about not equating death with stopping?      Thank you India   Thank you clarity   Thank you disillusionment   Thank you nothingness   Thank you consequence   Thank you, thank you silence      Eeh yeah, yeah!   Ahh ohh!   Ahhh ho oh!   Ahhh ho ohhh!   Ohh ohh!   Oh oh oh oh oh...