Hey, we’ve got to talk about some things   Can’t wait to place the blame on you for all of my mistakes   Let’s watch this mother fucker slip   I’ve built a perfectly fucking good example of   Effectively ruining a friendship      I’ll dig a shallow grave   I’ll destroy everything   I’ll tear apart what we have made   and if I find a way to rebuild everything   Please guarantee that you’ll be with me afterall      I fucked it up      So, you took the time to drop a note   I know I’m damned if I do and I’m damned if I don’t   But I don’t so I won’t let you shove it down my throat and say   “I’m really happy for you two”   Because I know it’s a lie, so why should I try   To pretend that there’s nothing between me and you      I’ll dig a shallow grave   I’ll destroy everything   I’ll tear apart what we have made   and if I find a way to rebuild everything   Please guarantee that you’ll be with me afterall      I fucked it up (I’ve really done it now)      Maybe I’m stupid for freaking out about no big deal   But I can’t help the way I feel or the way I deal   Maybe I’m stupid, baby, I’m flawed   Maybe I’m not as smart as I once thought   Maybe I’m fragile and maybe I’m weak   Maybe I should think before I speak   Maybe I’m just too proud to see my pride      I fucked it up      I know I’ve hurt you, I know I’ve caused you pain   And I’ve never felt so terrible, I’m sorry.