I see the sorrow    on your face    The tears start    crushing down    upon me    I don't know    what to do    And it gets    harder every day    To make the    decision and be ok    Why is love so blind       Then I figure    out that I don't    belong Then I    wonder why I dream    so wrong And I don't    wanna be the one    who never finds love    and dies unhappy    And I don't wanna be    the one who stays at    home all day and    plays backgammon       Don't be gone too long,    my dreams are all I have    Now I'm stuck with    nothing but clothes    on my back    You say life will come    again I think not    I already missed my    chance and now I'm dead       Don't you ever    underestimate my luck    One of these days    I'm gonna make    you see me    Then life will be so    grand deep in a fairytale    Along with my poison apple       And I don't want your sympathy    I don't need your sympathy       I don't belong in this dream world    I don't belong in your arms either