I am sure this place is ruining me   All missed opportunities and looks across crowded rooms   And I never eat the right thing   I have silent nights with the T.V.   And conversations with my future as it looms      But most of the time, I just feel like I'm failing   All of my moments they don't add up, they just pass through   Most of the time, I just feel like a fool   A fool for leaving you      I am sure that I am brave and smart with pleasant smile and open heart   But that doesn't guarantee   And I can pick it up all on my own and prove it through my telephone   Shouting, "I'm a big girl, look at me"      But most of the time, I just feel like I'm failing   All of my moments they don't add up, they just pass through   Most of the time, I just feel like a fool   A fool for leaving you      For leaving you   And it's sunny all the time, and I cannot make it through.