Give it up for the New Year   Like there's a thousand more to go   There's not time left to impress you   I'll just drink until i don't know   Well i don't know if this is really me?      Well wake me up cause i'm dreaming   I've been sleeping for too long    I'll see you all on the weekend in ten years time   Well i'll be dead and you'll be gone   If this is really me?      And i'm so tired of being fake   And making these mistakes   And watching your heart break   And lying to myself   And everybody else   It's time that i grew up   Before i self destruct   Well this is who i am      Well sometime i've been so desperate   But i've always survived   I got to get myself out of home before i'm 55   I mess things up yeah i know it's me but i always shift the blame   I fell in love but i got so bored   I treated it and her like just a game   Oh but i don't know if this is really me      And i'm so tired of being fake   And making these mistakes   And watching your heart break   And lying to myself   And everybody else   It's time that i grew up   Before i self destruct   Well this is who i am      Then i treat my body like an ashtray   I treat my body like an ashtray   Then it gets better when you're around   I feel so much better when you're around      Well i'm so tired of being fake   And making these mistakes   And watching your heart break   And lying to myself   And everybody else   It's time that i grew up   Before i self destruct   Well this is who i am