As life goes by, the deafening silence   The loneliness from recent years   No one will appreciate   How long will it take   To find out my lifes been a mistake   To my family my friends   Stay with till the end   I’ve disappointed all of you   With every word I said   I’m no one special   Soon to be forgot   To those who care forget me not   Hopelessly, I’ll drift from   Heartbreaking memories   That I’ll never speak, I’ll never tell   All their names I’ll repeat   As I fall to your feet   Constantly reminding you   Of how they use to treat   Me and my love   Never meant anything   If I could change who I am   I would change everything   I’m sick of trying to act like someone I’m not   To those who care I’ll miss you lots