Monday I drifted away   With some coffee to keep me awake   And I sang to you one final time   As this hopelessness shut up your eyes      Tuesday I woke with the dawn   And put my old wedding ring on   She said time is a fickle mistress   You can drink but you'll never fool it      I am invisible to you   All on my own, what can I do?   Southbound is heaven   This city is sin      Wednesday I hung from a tree   Hoping that she'd notice me   And she bathed all my wounds in her tears   And showered me with sympathy      Thursday was harder to take   With these pills piled high on my plate   So I swallowed each one in a haste   And in a cascade of light I was saved      I am invisible to you   All on my own, what can I do?   Southbound is heaven   This city is sin      She says I'm sorry my darling   Time stole the joy we were hiding   I am in love and this child is yours      And I don't want to live in this lie   And let darkness just cover my eyes   And I'm trying to get myself clean   But it's all I can to do just scream