I can't remember anything    Can't tell if this is true or dream    Deep down inside I feel to scream    This terrible silence stops in me    Now that the war is through with me    I'm waking up, I cannot see    That there is not much left of me    Nothing is real but pain now    Hold my breath as I wish for death    Oh please God, wake me    Back in the womb it's much too real    In pumps life that I must feel    But can't look forward to reveal    Look to the time when I'll live    Fed through the tube that sticks in me    Just like a wartime novelty    Tied to machines that make me be    Cut this life off from me    Hold my breath as I wish for death    Oh please God, wake me    Now the world is gone I'm just one    Oh God, help me hold my breath as I wish for death    Oh please God, help me    Darkness imprison me    All that I see    Absolute horror    I cannot live    I cannot die    Trapped in myself    Body my holding cell    Landmine Has taken my sight    Taken my speech    Taken my hearing    Taken my arms    Taken my legs    Taken my soul    Left me with life in hel