I can't remember the last time I said I loved you    Maybe because I'm afraid of being with you    I can't remember the last time I saw you smile    Suppose it's because I'm confusing you    You never lied to me    You always tried for me    You never once let me down    I always lied to you    I never tried for you    I've completely let you down    When I think about our future I just stop thinking    Your eyes see right through me my heart stops beating    Now don't full on hate me I just need a little time    I know I disappoint you but it's better than telling a lie    No I don't really hate you you'll just cry a little less this time    Getting use to my indecision fall back to what I know I'm missing