Why cant i believe   What i want to believe   Let go of Instincts   This suddle hand      Why cant i pretend   Nothings happening   like so many others have      Well I want you to say that things'll get better   Cause I know myself and I can do better   Well I want to say that things'll get better   but I, I can't      And it feels like it's a movie about losing    Only this time it's us    And we're counting on a surprise ending    That never does come, That never does come       With honesty   Wondering..   You can tear the house down 'round me   Like a ghost, it wont admit that he's dead   I'm stuck here in the middle of this      Well I want you to say that things'll get better   Cause I know myself and I can do better   Well I want to say that things'll get better   but I, I can't      And it feels like it's a movie about losing    Only this time it's us   And we're counting on a surprise ending    That never does come, That never does come       And it feels like it's a movie about losing    Only this time it's us   And we're counting on a surprise ending    That never does come, That never does come