OH MY GOD    IF ONLY HE KNEW    IF ONLY HE KNEW ABOUT THE WORLD WITHOUT THE BULLSHIT AND THE LIES    WE COULD'VE SAVED HIM    THEY COULD'VE SAVED ME    BUT INSTEAD I'M HERE DROWNING IN MY OWN FUCKING MIND    AND I'LL BE DAMNED IF YOU'RE THE DEATH OF ME    BLOOD AND INK STAIN THE WALLS    SILENTLY WITH BLOODIED KNUCKLES I CARRY ON    HOPING IT'S NOT TOO WRONG    YOU SAID THE NIGHTS WERE FAR TOO LONG    Honey it's just the start of it    OH MY GOD    IF ONLY HE KNEW    Just stand up and scream   The tainted clock is counting down    You gave in to me    Would you say the nights are far too long now    THE TEARS THAT STAIN MY CHEEK MUST MAKE ME LOOK WEAK    I WEAR THEM PROUDLY   Just stand up and scream    The tainted clock is counting down    You gave in to me   Would you say the nights are far too long now    YOUR KNIFE, MY BACK, MY GUN, YOUR HEAD   YOU NEED A DOCTOR? BABY?