This room was always filled with such sparkling love.    But now there are only empty bottles and different pills.    Something got to happen here. ‘Cause I hate the way it is now.    It’s awful to understand that it seems to be the only way I know.    My head is spinning. I have lost myself.    You are so gorgeous.    I am hollow.    I want to hold our love in my hand and turn it into something beautiful.   I’m afraid.    I can see the heavy rain is coming and I have no umbrella