I'm looking at a mirror   Tears roll down my face   Two dark eyes stare back at me   They tell the story of a past I can't erase      God, I come before You   My life is shattered glass   I wish I had more for You   But unfortunately, this is all I've got left      I can't let go, no, I can not forgive   I hate the man living inside my skin   In bloody fields and dirty hands   Many more tragedies lie within      I'd rather feel pain   Just to feel again   It's been so long   I can't remember how much my chains weigh      I may be breathing   But don't for once think I'm alive   I may have even dreamed once   But all trace of that is gone from in my eyes      I can't let go, no, I can not forgive   I hate the man living inside my skin   In bloody fields and dirty hands   Many more tragedies lie within      Do You think You could send the rain   To wash me clean and turn the battlefields green again   Turn the battlefields green again      I can't let go, no, I can not forgive   I hate the man living inside my skin   In bloody fields and dirty hands   How many more miracles lie within?