It's a dark road and a dark way that leads to my house   And the word says, you never gonna find me there, oh no   I've got an open door, it didn't get there by itself   It didn't get there by itself      There's a feelin' but you're not feelin' it at all   There's a meanin' but you're not listenin' any more   I look at that open road, I'm gonna walk there by myself      And if you catch me, I might try to run away   You know I can't be here too long   And if you let me I might try to make you stay   Seems you never realize a good thing till it's gone      Maybe I'm still searchin' but I don't know what it means   All the fires of destruction are still burnin' in my dreams   There's no water that can wash away this longin' to come clean      I can't find the joy within in my soul, it's just sadness takin' hold   I wanna come in from the cold and make myself renewed again   It takes strength to live this way, the same old madness everyday   I wanna kick these blues away, I wanna learn to live again      It's a dark road and a dark way that leads to my house   And the word says, you never gonna find me there, oh no   I've got an open door, it didn't get there by itself   It didn't get there by itself