haunted by mistakes I so carelessly made   a past I must now live with   I still recall that rainy december night   a sick attempt at recovering   but now, haunted by your sillhouette   I dont think I'll ever forget   the sounds of you screaming   oh my god, Please say I'm dreaming   how could this happen to me?   I opened my eyes and saw you lying there   my hands shaking, you're heart breaking   now your lying in a pool of your love for me   the sunset calls the dark skies to carry you home   my love lays lifeless underneath the stars   by the work of my hands, she cries constantly   constantly awaiting her final breath   the breath that will rip her from my life   my heart and yours, entwined at last   what a sick attempt at recovering from the past   the sounds of you screaming   oh my god, Please say I'm dreaming   how could this happen to me?   I'l whisper a quiet apology   I hope to god this sets me free   between life and death, I'll be choosing   this fitting end to the abusing...