I just cannot cope with it anymore   Something is missing   My old faith is dead   I know you want some more force-fed hatred   And I'm gonna fill you up with a kiss      I found my redemption   I'm OD'd and there is no more entertainment   I found my redemption   And now the scene is so utterly dead      I failed   You won   My sin was pride   Excuse me my friends   I have to cast all aside      I have to clean up   Face the serpent's eyes   My life has been so deadly fake   Guess it is a fine day to bow out with grace   And at least angels are fading away      Suicide religion   “And I hate myself, you know I hate you all”   Suicide religion   Some time ago I'd have to write this down   Guess we know it all along      The light was shining in darkness   And darkness couldn't seize it   The light is shut in darkness   It's the shining   The shining      Je ne suis pas des vÃ'tres   Et ce monde n'est pas mien   Reste l'ennui, reste l'orage   Reste la fraîcheur du soir   Et le droit eternal de rester immobile   Dans le temps suspendu      The light was shining in darkness   And darkness couldn't seize it   The light is shut in darkness   It's the shining   The shining      I don't want to hold this cross anymore   I'm bored to death   I'm abused and confused   And I guess that's how you want me to feel   Shall save my soul and leave it all behind      Suicide religion   “And I hate myself, you know I hate you all”   Suicide religion   Some time ago I'd have to write this down   Guess we know it all along