close my eyes so tight it hurts   hurt is better than hollow   void of feeling, of life   a leap away from freedom   sometimes here, without even a whisper   empty and broken, the gift of death tempts the lonely / it's cold again   not even the steam can hide the space   this voice is dying   the more i give, the less of me remains   now i'm yours alone   tucked away, dreaming of purpose   belonging nowhere / lost in dreams of you   your face erased by time   will these eyes know the sight   that opened them for the first time   since that season of death