I'm a rat in a maze   i'm headed in the wrong the direction    if societies the cure   well then i'm the infection   when i was younger i tried hard to a find a place within it`s structure   but the more that i tried   the more i fuckin suffered   its so hard, its so hard, so fucking hard to live this life   my gun is fuckin loaded and i'm begining to see the light   i knew all along that it was wrong, when you told me it was right    all these fuckin' rules and regulations hold me down    i open up my mouth to scream, but no one hears a sound    cause they're too busy buying up    everything thats been selling    that's why i chose to live    a fuckin' lifestyle of rebellion    its so hard, its so hard, so fucking hard to live this life   my gun is fuckin loaded and i'm begining to see the light   i knew all along that it was wrong, when you told me it was right