how many times   will i have to leave?   before i stop myself   to look around and breathe   to point my nose back down   to cross my arms and fold   to make myself a wall   pretend i am that bold      'cause i am just a boy   your silence could destroy   so suck it up and love me   for you must understand   with everything we've planned   i put this in your hand   so suck it up and love me   wake up embrace all of me      tonight i will not cry   somehow this all makes sense   love puts us on two knees   sometimes we believe,   sometimes we repent   sometimes we have to question   how far we've really come   well here i am again   looking out for number one      all this, recall   every pitfall   just a part of   finding our love