before you go,    I need to show,    that in 10 years you'll know,       but now it hurts,    the pain is worse,    i promise you'll let go,       and then you'll understand,    you'll hold your man,    your baby's eyes will heal,       i'm in a haze,    it's that or craze,    there is no in-between,       i made my choice,    you have no voice,    i keep repeating scenes,       but i can't think of past,    that's life...so fast,    those 30 years surreal.