II dream of December   All I remember   Snow and tears pouring down on me   I watch all your troubles going asunder   But only you could control the seas      And I would hold my breath   Be on the brink of death   And you d still stand there speechless   But hey, I won t lie   I ll always wonder why   You never came to my rescue      Christmas that year   No joy, no cheer   All I wanted was a little peace   But I was the sinner   And you were delivered   From all the guilt that laid at your feet      My temple and my shrine   You were unholy, unkind   But your love was all I worshipped   Desperate for some truth I always prayed to you   You never came to my rescue, did you?      I m leaving December