I died once in the water   I could hear my father's boat until he cut the motor   Saw it's shadow, a manta ray above my head   A strange drumming all around me      It did not feel like being a born again   It did not feel like being born again      Drifted in bed for days   My heart another drumming   It's rivers cold as water from the bottom of the sea   Every morning it was raining   Fish flared and glided on the ceiling      Everything was loud, sound and echo met   where I hung suspended      When I rose, eyes wide open, water poured from my nose and mouth   My bones ran liquid   It was the same insided and out      It did not feel like being a born again   It did not feel like being born again      There was a point where light no longer reached me   Mouths muscular and cold bumped my legs   Something ran its beak down my vertebrae   like a stick striking pickets      Everything was loud, sound and echo met   where I hung suspended      When I rose, eyes wide open, water poured from my nose and mouth   My bones ran liquid   It was the same insided and out      It did not feel like being born again   It did not feel like being born again