Do you even know what goes on in a heart anymore?   Constellations turned into little polaroids in a cardboard box   And I wanted so desperately to prove   You were still breathing   But you wouldn't move      Okay   Okay    What a thing to choose   This one's gonna bruise      You'll learn one day, won't you?   What you want's bad for the souls   Lost out in the rain   Afraid of the dark    Still in pain   Still in pain      Did you even notice how the wind    Didn't change that much?   Fluctuations on these sheets    That you moved to be sure it was us   And I wanted so desperately to say   That you could trust me, but I was lying anyway      Okay   Okay   What a thing to lose   Left out in the rain   Misused      You'll learn one day, won't you?   You'll learn some day, won't you?      What you had    Was good for a while    Then it changed   Got too intense   And that is strange      And I feel bad for you    I feel bad for you   And I don't know why   I don't know why   'Cause I'm as dead as you