Wrote you a letter the other day   And just like everything   You never would accept   And I had my thoughts set in such a way   But you could never seem to capture the depth      So many times I've lived a lie   Drowning in my hell      I wish I could write this over   I wish I could be somebody else   Then I could live this over   Here in my   Sanity      All this time we've wasted   All this wishful thinking   It turned out not so true   And the pain that tears at me   Is enough to bring me to my knees   I think it's time we said goodbye      So many times I've lived a lie   I tried to run from myself   Instead of you it was me that I despised   Drowning in my      I wish I could write this over   I wish I could be somebody else   I wish I could live here sober   Here in my   Sanity