Crown of Thorns       i have failed so many times to become the person    the person that i long to be.    perfection, the standard of my everything.    unable to realize i bring my fall.       perfection, a task not possible.    i try so hard, not hard enough.    my God, lived without sin.    myself, i'm endulged in it.       my God how long i will sing this song.    and my God how long til i come home?    my God ill sing until i have no breath.    and my God come and take me home.       blood stained hands carry my sins.    my hands carry no such wounds.    your eyes have searched for me.    i look away. i look away.       i have failed to be the persion i strive to be.    i fall so short to the expectations.    you wore the crown of thorns, as i wear the crown of shame.       your eternal sacrifice    has torn a whole inside my heart.    i fail to sin, not for the last time.    i will rise back up, and cary on.       my flaw of the man i shouldn't be.    is not the man you died to see.    so ill learn to be who i should be.    and give back to you, and give less to me.