I see you again, a painful reminder   a casualty of acquaintenance,   looking for the first fuck up   god knows you must be tired   the cross you bear, your favorite shelter   the forget me not of that loyal temper   smell you later friends      who's gonna pay for this shit?   well, that depends   you're sad   that you had to miss it   but you're glad   you weren't involved      when a shock to the ribs   or a kick to the head   didn't open up   your lying eyes,   despite the anger and dissent,   with our regrets,   your check request's denied      I stared at heaven through the gates of hell   liked the weather, couldn't stand the smell   and still I spit out razors from my bitter eyes      tall as a banana fence, blasting cigarettes   dull as any hammer gets   twice the mess   don't trust me or my temper   when I get drunk I lie   some dummies got the affluence to match their madness   started off at a size eleven, moved to cohasset,   built a dollhouse for a month and cried   they're splitting at the seams, so why am I?      I stared at heaven through the gates of hell   liked the weather, couldn't stand the smell   and still I spill out razors from my bitter eyes      it's the blood from the rock   that you can't get enough   that razor's love for bitter me   who's batching up the harmony?   with a smile that said i'm guilty,   I stood up:   I left heaven at the gates of hell   and i am never going back