Decide everything for me   subject yourself to it   make believe it's only your fault   stifle my own   ambition   It's been so long since I failed   nothing alienates this   anything reminds me   relieving it only helps   suffer to make your own gains   It's been so long since I failed   and now my senses fail me   and still my training fails me   and now everything fails me   and still everyone fails me   and still the only thing I have fails me