dear deadly black:   again, I send you this note of undying love.   and all the hurt, and scorn and hatred   and the hearts you strike down.   please let me be the next victim, in the mass slaughter that you plan soon.   I adore you, when your cold fingers of death touch my sordid flesh.      cause tonight I will soar   i will find you   there is nothing that could stop the flowing river   from my heart   of love letters addressed to you.      and through the blinding light I finally see it now.   your fingers reaching out for me in a longing embrace   and then I fall...to?      such a fool   cause it's so clear   stripped of all   the scars that's befallen me   such a fool   cause it's so clear   why won't you just take me in?   cause i love you. and I always will.      and then the angels take me away   cause they know that i'm finally ready   to die   and just to be in your arms again   together forever bound by death   ascending to where..we belong.