I know that I am serious   but this candy just isn't my flavor   I'm still your buddy, I'm still your friend   you just should have never hit her      ~I'm on the boat   I'm on my own   I got a goat   and I keep choking   I rock the boat   I'm so alone   stop being low   and I keep going      I know that I am delirious   but I can't help but to ask you explain   I can't seem to figure it out   I see the actions but don't feel the pain      Am I that inconsiderate   I just have no fucking poise   drugs kind of do the trick   I'm so numb I don't hear any noise      the music is blasting and I'm right next to it   my mind keeps going and I'm left behind   you told me something but I seem to forget   this has been happening alot tonight      ~I'm on the boat   I'm on my own   I got a goat   and I keep on choking   I rock the boat   I'm so alone   stop being low   and I keep going      I took the boat on the goat   or its the other way around   I choked myself to the ground   or the goat, oh fuck, waht happend now?      you said to tell you a story   I laughed and said my name   you said, thats the story?   I said, thats the game?      you said I was boring   I got wasted and came home   you yelled at me for being crazy   I yelled at you for       I don't know      I don't know   I don't know   I'm cheap baby   down and down in sweet misery   I don't know   I don't know   i don't know   I'm dirt baby   down and down in disarray