I know that I'm no saint   My head is in the clouds   They called you a mistake   But I still say your name out loud   They called me a stupid girl   Just like my mom   Too many men passed through my arms   At seventeen I looked into your eyes   Knew I could never comfort your cries   Every April still reminds me of you   The child I never knew   My lullaby in blue      It all goes by so fast   How lovely you must be   Why you've reached the age at last   That I was when your daddy lived with me   How I wish we could meet somewhere   Talk it through   There is so much I would say to you   There are others, I'm not alone   A younger brother you've never known   And a baby girl who so reminds me of you    The child I never knew   My lullaby in blue      As the years go by    Try not to think of us sadly   Believe it if you can   I want to see you so badly    On your birthday, Mama's thinking of you   The child I never knew   My lullaby in blue   My lullaby in blue   My lullaby