I'm blacking out   I'm giving up   And every day just feels the same   My head is sick   My heart is sore   And my life is full of shame   I'm diving in   I'm breathing slow   And my head is gonna explode   Now look at me   I've hit the ground   And everyday I'm going down      Going through each day   Living life alone this way   God can you save me before I die   Please hold me and help me not to cry      Dieing slowly   I'm giving in   And I'm losing all control   My thoughts hurt   My life is wasted   And these demons haunt my soul