Moonlight shining through my window   Cold wind blowing at my door   While I lay here thinking   Down on this killing floor      Blues falling down around me   Coming just like rain   Oh, it makes me wonder   How I can stand so much pain      I'm not crying, I'm not crying   Even though it hurts me so   More than you'll ever know   I'm not crying      Long distance relation   That's so close to me   Who I think of so often   But rarely get to see      Never thought I'd fall 'till I fell down   Reaching up from the ground   Looking for a helping hand   That was nowhere to be found      I'm not crying, I'm not crying   Even though it hurts me so   More than you'll ever know   I'm not crying      I'm not crying, I'm not crying   Even though it hurts me so   More than you'll ever know   I'm not crying   Even though it hurts me so   More than you'll ever know   I'm not crying   It hurts me down in my soul   More than you'll ever know   But I'm not crying