VERSE ONE   For once in my life,   I am free.   I'm not blind,   I can see.   A breath of fresh air   in my lungs   is all   that I need.   The words that I speak   hear me out   Can you hear   what I mean?   The lust of my will   will take me   down to   my knees.      CHORUS   What have I done   to live this way?   What can I do   to finally turn away?   What can I say   to make the pain subside?   Am I to blame   for all the anger inside?      VERSE TWO   A day without sun   is like living   a day   without end.   A day in the dark   is enough   to make   me repent.   The sins I commit,   I won't be   forgiven,   no way.   So I guess that I'll wait   until the   endless end   of the day.      CHORUS   What have I done   to live this way?   What can I do   to finally turn away?   What can I say   to make the pain subside?   Am I to blame   for all the anger inside?      VERSE THREE   The purpose of life   is to live,   fall in love,   and be free.   So why can't those things   ever happen   to someone   like me?   When will it be   my time   to smile   again?   And how will I know   who are my enemies   and who are   my friends?      CHORUS   What have I done   to live this way?   What can I do   to finally turn away?   What can I say   to make the pain subside?   Am I to blame   for all the anger inside?