I was here when the call came through, Jill   and I screened it like I always do, Jill   and they hung up on the machine   just like you, Jill       well, that sounds like one of your stunts, Jill   and I'm only gonna say this once, Jill   you haven't left a message for me   in a couple of months, Jill      I'm not blaming you, Jill   this is hard to do, Jill   but I still don't know why I always feel like crying, crying, crying      I'm still having some trouble tying up your loose ends, Jill   and I still see life through the same distorted lens, Jill   and I think I may have said some things about you   in front of some of your friends, Jill      well, I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings, Jill   but these are not normally people with whom I have dealings, Jill   I still spend most of my time in silence alone   staring at ceilings, Jill      but you know all that, Jill   what I'm getting at, Jill   is I can't stop not knowing    why I never don't feel like crying, crying, crying