Losses, losers and more gain of life's pleasures   Cohorts listen behind the doors   To a life shot again less than to move in me   All my walls falling down pains aloft misery      I'm sure that the lessons were learned   I'm sure that the punishments went well deserved   By the pawn in the plan taste the shit bitterness   Walk from me everything systematically      Come on, come on, you were the one, you were the one   Dredge up shit inside of me in my pointless life of nothing   Tell me, what I'm supposed to be?   Tell me, who I'm supposed to be?   Tell me, what it takes to ascend?   Tell me, what it takes to live?      Patience, pleasures and rewards, come in due time   Stare at the sun I'm bored   In a life meaningless soaking up all of me   Like the cross you worship, life is loss look at me      I'm sure that some day we'll wake up   I'm sure that some day we'll wake from the dream   Of success and focus tunneling to the light glowing   Deep inside of me your taunting, I wake up      Come on, come on, you were the one, you were the one   Dredge up shit inside of me in my pointless life of nothing   Tell me, what I'm supposed to be?   Tell me, who I'm supposed to be?   Tell me, what it takes to ascend?   Tell me, what it takes to live?   Tell me now! Tell me now!      Pain, misery, distress, dismal know   Where depressed idiot failure in me   Loser, loser in me who I am, loser in me      Don't feel sorry, don't feel sorry for me   Don't need your sympathy or empathy   Don't need your sympathy inside of me   Don't need your sympathy or empathy   Don't need your sympathy inside of me   Don't feel sorry, don't feel sorry for me      Come on, I know you were the one, you were the one   Numb to feelings inside of me, why I've seized my vision?   Don't need, you to tell me who to be?   Don't need, you to tell me what to be?   Don't need, you to tell me how to ascend?   Don't need, you to tell me how to live?