i am searching for outlets of inspiration    your attention    and recognition that existance isn't all there is    no, existance isn't all there is    but we know loneliness is       would knowing what i'd be going through change my choices    and my actions or the outcome of events?       i know, i know    i am here for a reason one day i'll accept    but that doesn't stop the feelings now--    the feelings of regret       i don't want to have to deal    with you and everything that goes along    no, i don't want to have to deal    with you and everything that goes along    ''cause we both know EVERYTHING's wrong'       would knowing what i'd be going through change my choices    and my actions?    (or the out come of events)    we know everything's wrong       i know, i know    i am here for a reason one day i'll accept    but that doesn't stop the feelings now--    the feelings of regret       i know, i know    i am here for a reason one day i'll accept    but that doesn't stop the feelings now--    the feelings of regret