And this will be   Relatively painless   With an impact like a train wreck   And you believe   There is no escape yet   You will find it through your headset      Sorry this machine is speeding   So fast that I threw you off   Words you spread in privacy are killing me   I know I hurt you   But I'll hurt you more if I don't let you go      My bags are packed   Train ride to a guilt trip   Recited, like words you memorized from movie scripts   But the scene we cannot edit   And when the credits end   No one knows where happy endings just might end up next      Sorry this machine is speeding   So fast that I threw you off   Words you spread in privacy are killing me   I know I hurt you   But I'll hurt you more if I don't let you go      Every little thing's amounted to nothing but here I am