I cannot turn my life unto you   what must i do?      a storm of ebeny hair   a hail of wickedness   handsome as a god   wild and shameless   given the prize of beauty   image of wretchedness   divine like no other   kiss the poison breast   flamed like the sun   lives made undone   words soft as snow   souls claimed and won   an opiate drugged haze   beds of shapeless dust   cries all night   dreams of my filthy lust   lair of hopelessness   mires of sorrow   never fails   our lives are borrowed   hold fast my soul      she waits for me in my dreams   every night misery brings   haunts my day. haunts my wake   oh, my lord cant you feel her grow   inside of me. tearing my mind   for once my lord please help me   believe in you      she claims the day in her name   over you and over me   we dare to be ourselves   next to her and all her war   she comes our way and takes the day   from my hands, it is her way      the milk of woman fill up my   branching veins and lonely heart   trembling children she adores   and gives flight to her art   when april sheds her fitful rain   glory be, we may live again      truly my hope will perish within her   truly as always i cannot forgive her   cruelly she keeps me near to her   forever to this day