i wanna live in the pretty sun   but daylight just makes me numb   so i cover up my scars   with velvet drapes that kill rock stars   change my mood   lick my wounds   trust will lead us to the truth   drown myself in misery   sleep with my enemy   destroy my destiny   erase the memory... of you      open myself to reveal my wounds   and i find the memory of you      i wanna die on the darkest night   when there's no one left to fight   fill my bed with leopard fur   think of you inside of her   suffer for my latest sin   until i'm happy in my skin      open myself to reveal my wounds   and i find the memory of you      i ache for you... i ache for us   i pray for you... i pray for us   i wait for you... i wait      deny thy lover and refuse thy name   first, last and always      deny thy lover and refuse thy name   first last and always      when will you tell me the truth?   when will you tell you the truth?   when will you tell me the truth?   when will you tell you...      my revenge on you will not kill you   it will make you want to kill yourself