The pressure's much too much to take   and the ones around you are all fake   it makes me want to go to eternity from here      the pain is strong, it never leaves   it haunts me when i go to sleep   this is like living in a nightmare but it's real      the gates of hell are crowded   they won't let me come      but I know my time is near   so why it is I have to stay   why do I have to live in fear   why do I have to stay   I got no hope anyway      I'm having much too much in stake   this is not a dream, I can't escape   the weight of life is much too heavy in my hands      They will turn me back from   the heaven's golden gates      but I know my time is near   so why it is I have to stay   why do I have to live in fear   why do I have to stay, i got no faith   why can't I make my dream come true   why can't I watch the endless stream of blood   why do I have to live in fear   or is it just a proof there is no god above      there is no god above      but I know my time is near   so why it is I have to stay   why do I have to live in fear   why do I have to stay, i got no faith   why can't I make my dream come true   why can't I watch the endless stream of blood   why do I have to live in fear   or is it just a proof there is no god above